Mass mailing from your server

Hello we are looking for someone who has his own bulk email software installed on his own server that we may use monthly to send bulk email campains. We ask to have free access to send bulk emails at any time. In general we are going to send 100,000-200,000 per month. And we are willing to pay 100 USD/100,000 credits Please contact us if you can provide us with such service. Note! that emails we are going to send to are 1) Collected from own websites 2) collected with newsletter services WE ARE NOT LOOKING FOR COMPANIES WHO WILL SEND FOR US. WE WILL DO ALL SEND OUT OUR SELFES.