Teeds, youre amazing.
So dont you think a poor seminarian remains unaffected when you play Queeny "Ive fallen in love" songs and go running down the corridor. Do you think anyone can resist a "just say you want me" from your lips. At least not me. Since youve still got my heart with you, I think youre responsible for telling me, what you intend to do with it. I would then plan accordingly. Im really a bit worried, because I fear you might feel threatened or embarrassed or something. That at least would have been the last thing I intended. So dont hesitate to tell me if I bother you. Im quite curious about you of course. But I think i really like you far too much to have you suffer from any selfish desire or weird idea of mine.
Im not sure about you now, but at that time I was really thinking you were not that negative at all. Which gave me quite a conflict between heart and "reasoning". But if you were the one, it would be no use becoming a priest. Of course in such a case you wouldnt find the right woman by chasing a girl but by finding her walking beside you. Which is why I dont feel comfortable with this texting you at all. But its hard to deny that you have been doing a bit of walking or am I just nuts?
Anyway, Id like to know what you think about this since Im rather clueless at the moment. You feel like being that pearl which is worth selling everything in order to buy it. But that wouldnt make any sense if it were not available in the first place. Im having rather a hard time making some sense out of it, your thoughts on the matter would be quite welcome therefore. But feel free anyway, everything else would be useless after all.
Have a great time, this time with a real belle-vue (no need to look at me any more; the picture was taken from your place or was it not?)